Prepare my heart to reach the hearts of my students, both from Trinity and Sam Sharpe while in Jamaica. Give me words to speak and an attitude of service as I lead the team from Trinity and as I teach at Sam Sharpe Teacher’s College. Give me leadership skills as I do my CCCD board work and may there be oneness as the board meets to make decisions about CCCD. Bless my relationship with Rick while I’m away and fill it with your love. Keep me safe and help me to grow stronger in you as I worship each week at The Meeting Place and work with my fellow lecturers at Sam Sharpe. Equip me with your grace and love as I venture out into this great adventure that You have prepared especially for me!
This was the prayer that I wrote as I prepared to leave Palos Heights, Illinois in January to live for four months in Montego Bay, Jamaica. It was based on two Psalms, 1 and 27.
1 Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers; 2 but his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on his law he meditates day and night. 3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water, that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers. 4 The wicked are not so, but are like chaff which the wind drives away. 5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous; 6 for the LORD knows the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish.
1 The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2 When evildoers assail me, uttering slanders against me, my adversaries and foes, they shall stumble and fall. 3 Though a host encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, yet I will be confident. 4 One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in his temple. 5 For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent, he will set me high upon a rock. 6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies round about me; and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the LORD. 7 Hear, O LORD, when I cry aloud, be gracious to me and answer me! 8 Thou hast said, “Seek ye my face.” My heart says to thee, “Thy face, LORD, do I seek.” 9 Hide not thy face from me. Turn not thy servant away in anger, thou who hast been my help. Cast me not off, forsake me not, O God of my salvation! 10 For my father and my mother have forsaken me, but the LORD will take me up. 11 Teach me thy way, O LORD; and lead me on a level path because of my enemies. 12 Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and they breathe out violence. 13 I believe that I shall see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living! 14 Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; yea, wait for the LORD!
Now the time had come to pack up the condo, rid myself of extra food, wash the towels and linens for the last time, pack my belongs and gifts and come home. I had my share of going away parties and dinners but it was when I said my last good-bye to my driver, Mr. Johnson, I knew that I really would be leaving Montego Bay for good…at least until next January.
I left with mixed emotions…excited to again be headed back in my own home with Rick, my dog, Bella, and my family near by. But I knew I would certainly miss opening wide my curtains each morning to greet the sun rising over the Caribbean Sea and watching it set daily from the pool outside of my condo. I would be happy to again have my cup of Dunkin’ Donuts coffee several mornings a week as well as good Mexican food but would certainly miss my newfound love, cheese patties. And I would certainly miss the many friends and students that had found their way into my heart.
I believe that God answered my prayers in so many ways. He kept me from harm and evil, kept me on a level path, helped me see the goodness of the Lord in so many ways and allowed me to yield fruit in its season. I experienced the power and beauty of the Holy Spirit each week at The Meeting Place and received emotional healing and amazing grace. The work I began at Sam Sharpe and continued at CCCD may never be fully done but my time was fruitful and blessed by God and my personal journey made richer by this experience. Work wise I was able to help the special education lecturers at Sam Sharpe change their program from a 3-year diploma program to a 4-year degree program, I co-taught an Introduction to Special Education class with Sharon, getting to know the year 1 students, I visited and advised numerous student teachers and was able to introduce the concept of ‘service-learning’ to the school at large.
To God be the glory, great things He hath done!